PMDD has ruined my life?

I STARTED MY PERIOD WHEN I WAS 13 SINCE THEN MY LIFE HAS BEEN HELL! I AM NOW 35 AND I HAVE LOST ALL MY JOBS DUE TO PMDD MY CHILDREN LIVE WITH THIER FATHERS AND NOW I AM IN A HOMELESS SHELTOR (HOMELESS). NO DOCTOR WILL EVEN DISCUSS A HYSTERECTOMY OR HOW EVER YOU SPELL IT I HAVE GAINED SO MUCH WIEGHT THAT THE DOCTORS TELL ME THAT I WILL DIE ON THE TABLE. ONE DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT I WAS 10 LBS AWAY FROM BREAKING HIS TABLE AT THAT TIME I WASN'T EVEN 300 LBS VERY VERBALLY ABUSIVE. ONE DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT I NEED A PHSYC. AND PROZAC. I GOT BANNED FROM A DOCTORS OFFICE. I HAVE TRIED PILLS PROCEDURES EVERYTHING NOTHING WORKS I JUST WANT MY FEMALE ORGANS OUT ITS ALMOST LIKE THEY ARE TOXIFYING ME. I PRAY TO GOD THAT SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN BECAUSE THE DOCTORS NEED TO TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY BECAUSE IT IS BOTH PHYSICAL AND MENTAL!!!!!!